Monday, October 27, 2014

Spiritual Bullet Train


Dear precious family and friends, 

I write today with a lot of mixed emotions! I have had some of the most precious experiences of my entire mission this week (which I hope to be able to relate in this letter) but I am also quite disappointed to write that I received news yesterday that I am being transferred away from this area this Wednesday. Some missionaries going home caused the need for a few missionaries to be switched around and I happened to fall into that bunch… I wasn’t planning for any transfer till the 26th of November, but when the Lord calls, I will go (I guess… haha). I will be going to be companions with my friend, Elder Okwu (Nigerian) whom I lived with here in Asamankese a transfer ago. The area is called Kaswa I believe. Should be exciting! I am really looking forward to the work the lord has in store for me there despite the sad feelings I have about leaving behind precious Asamankese. (Momma Fairwell this is Elder Legg getting in the middle of Elder Fairwells email. I love you) 

Let me start by telling you a bit about sister E., the woman we were able to baptize this weekend. It was not an easy week for her! She is a very educated and smart woman who understands our teachings so well, she has been preparing to be baptized for a number of weeks now. Last week Friday, the weekend prior to her baptism, her uncle got very sick and she had to travel out of town to help take care of him. To us, she basically just dropped off the face of the earth because she wasn’t at home when she usually was, her phone was not picking up and she wasn’t returning our phone calls and our normal appointments she still wasn’t around. She didn’t come to church Sunday (the first time in nearly 7 weeks) and we hadn’t heard from her at all. Elder Legg and I were pretty concerned. Tuesday we finally got a hold of her and she let us in on a few details over the phone but explained that she “wasn’t sure about the baptism that weekend” but that she wanted to discuss is Wednesday evening at our branch midweek activity. She didn’t show up at the activity nor pick up her phone so again, my companion and I were pretty concerned. Thursday we finally get to sit down with her in the evening. I hope I have set up a good background to this story! 

We begin the lesson and she tells us her concerns. Thankfully, nothing to do with the church or joining the church, but rather some family problems, a bit of disapproval and persecution from the family, and also some persecution from her old pastor and church members. She said her mind “wasn’t settled” and that she was considering waiting till another date till everything could be perfect. I was impressed with the strong prompting Elder Legg and I both felt that she needs to be baptized THAT weekend and that postponing the date would not be the right thing to do. We explained to her our reasoning and she agreed also that she would prepare for the 25th. I felt impressed that she needed spiritual confirmation that this was Heavenly Father’s will, not just two young, gun-hoe missionaries wanting to baptize her.  I invited her to kneel down with us right now and ask for that confirmation right now. The experience was incredible.  

I learned what it means to have a sincere heart and to earnestly plead and wrestle with the Lord as she prayed for those 8-10 minutes. It was such a beautiful prayer, but also one of so much anxiety for me as the missionary. She was asking for an answer right then during the prayer, but my companion and I were feeling that answer POWERFULLY already, but she wasn’t recognizing it. We weren’t sure if we should stop her in the middle of the prayer and explain that there is a peaceful feeling that is almost tangible in the air and that it WAS her answer, and it was a definite YES, or if we should let her continue seeking for whatever feeling or voice she was looking for. I remember feeling not to doubt her pleading to even “hear a voice” but to trust and have faith that anything is possible. About at this moment, something comparable to a spiritual bullet train blew through us and I thought that possibly I was being lifted up to join the city of Enoch. Elder Legg and I felt such a burning of the bosom as we had never felt before that we both could have fallen down if we weren’t already kneeling. Sister E. so gently and quietly and peacefully said “thank you” multiple times after that, obviously she too had felt the confirmation but hadn’t been so swept away as my companion and I. Rolling thunder rumbled through the sky at that very moment despite the completely cloudless sky and starry night. We had now even heard heavens approval.  As we then discussed afterwards her feelings, she explained that a calm peace had come over her and she now felt her mind settled as it hadn’t been for weeks. She and we marveled at the powerful answer that her loving God had given her that night.  

As I pulled her up out of the water that Saturday, the spirit again swept over us both and she just stood there with her hands over her face overcome with emotion. I remember standing with her there smiling, probably a very wide and goofy grin, but being filled with joy and thinking the words given to each missionary from the prophet in his call letter, “greater joy than you have ever experienced awaits you…”. As I proceeded to baptize others that day, the words “having been commissioned by Jesus Christ” stuck to me more than ever before. THIS is what Christ has commissioned me to do. THIS was what it was all about. And THIS is that great joy that I was promised. I treasure these experiences more than I ever could have imagined.  

I also had some incredible experiences while teaching this week in our new little village, Franta. We were able to go there all of Saturday afternoon and teach about 7 different families. We made return appointments with many more families and have a great melckezidek priesthood holder father who will be coming to help teach them again this Saturday.  Our only barrier is that many of these poor farmers will struggle to actually come and attend the church. It is about a 1.5 hour walk to our nearest branch or a small fee 1.8 ghc to take a car. Our prayer is that we can prepare and plant many seeds while finding those few capable families that will be able to travel the distance and become the foundation for a branch to someday be built in that area. We will see! 

As we were preparing to leave the village around 6:30 PM as the sun began to set and also as dark storm clouds and a very brisk wind began to set in, we discovered that the last tro-tro had already left earlier than usual and that no other cars were planning to be going towards Asamankese that night. We were stranded out there… and a heavy storm was coming in… it was looking pretty dim for us as we began walking the  1.5 hour walk to Asamankese after a very long and tiring day. Needless to say, we weren’t too excited as the wind picked up and sideways rain was imminent from the coming storm. Even calling the couple missionaries to come pick us up was out of the question because they had traveled to Accra that day. Just as rain began to fall, taxi lights came into view heading the opposite way. As we stopped it, we discovered that he would be dropping and then coming back towards Asamankese! Our prayers were answered!

Also, we wore long sleeved shirts to help suppress the miniature biting flies this week. Thank goodness because I have roughly 47 bites on my fingers and hands alone! What would have happened if my entire arm was exposed! In my new area we will be away from the bush and away from those devil flies, thank goodness.  :) 

Today our zone traveled to meet up with another zone to play some basket ball and football. It sure was a lot of fun! We are all extremely sun-burnt in areas that we aren’t used to showing skin (collars and legs and necks). It was so sweet for me to see Elder Bowering and also The Berretts. It has been a very exciting P-Day but I sure am tired! Haha  

Well, if only I could tell you the other wonderful experiences we had this week. Maybe another day. Although I was so excited to have a most wonderful lesson with our married family of 4 kids and to have them accept a baptismal date of November 15th! All of them should be baptized that day, with the exception of the 2 small twins who aren’t quite 8 years old yet. I am pretty bummed, actually very very sad that I won’t be here to witness that special day for them. I am grateful to have been able to meet them and to be with them during this entire teaching process! They are in good hands :) 

Other notable events that took place this week include:  A police officer arresting one of our class members during church for stabbing someone that morning… our branch president feeding us so much fufu and requiring that we eat it that we almost died… an exchange with elder moyer… teaching a man who, after reading two verses from the BOM sincerely pleaded with us to give him a copy… and more experiences that im pretty sure i’ll remember later! Till next week you can trust that I’ll be busting my rear end and having fun in this glorious work. Thank you for all the encouragement and support, I sure do need every bit I can get.

 Love,

Elder Fairwell

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